aiye aiye aiye..

another day has pass. but today slightly lousier. wonder this weekend will ok or not since i’m going to be home alone most of the time with baby Lexie. She seems to like to be carried on the right hand since the family members mostly carry her on right hand. previously it was ok cos i was the one mainly carrying her. and i use left hand. but now afternoon i always very tired so my mil helps to take care. and hubby also help abit at the night. so now i have to train my right hand. hope she doesn’t reject la. if not jia lat liao lor.

trying to find a new layout for the webby. but cannot find anything i like. probably have to use existing one then try to change the pictures ba. i’ve lost touch in the coding so i dunno how to change layout myself liao. stupiak sia. study so much also no use. :p

now think think like every one have their own difficulties while taking care of a child. its really a lifetime commitment becos when she starts to grow up day by day she will know more things and we as a parent have to teach her more and more. like today hubby commented that she knows how to recognise ppl and listen to ppl talk liao. and she also start to smile when ppl talk to her also. hopefully she turn out to be a fine lady.

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One day at a time.

yup. for those who still reading my blog. this is going to be like baby’s blog liao la. i’ve gave birth lo.. on 27th august. Baby Lexie is born. till now i think is about 40+ days? or lesser i also not sure already cos i’ve already stopped counting days and passing each day at a time. Not much to worry about except Lexie eat already or not, poo already or not, sleep already or not, bathe already or not. Other than that i think more or less nothing liao.

My confinement time was bad cos no computer to use. but if really have i think i would have super alot of post each day complaining this and that. in all i guess i have survive confinement.. first few days was very bad cos i cried alot. think alot of things dunno what to do so at a lost ba..

now back at hubby’s place. very fortunate to have mil to help me. if not i dunno how to survive with the housework and all. think back my mom and mil are super li hai la. they have so many kids and still survive till now. appreciate them more. no wonder mom always nag me saying next time u be mother then u know.

so now basically everyday is wake up with the baby or when she wants to feed. then after that take care of her mostly in the night. then afternoon mil will help out. hubby leh? at the moment i’m typing this. he’s outside with friends KTVing. so good la. he always say he give up alot for baby like miss alot of outings and all. i also wat. worst still lor i’m mostly home and when going out also scare to go too long. not nice to dump baby at home. but he’s still consider a not so bad daddy cos he will wake up for night feed and help here and there. just at times i cannot stand him only. but like what my friend say. we have chosen our partner and sure he’s someone good that’s y we chose them. true enough.

side track abit. my citizenship is on the way. still got one more outing to go next wed then wait for the interview thingy then can liao. shit i forgot my bro interview. better try and call tmr if not jia lat liao. sure kena scold by him. he also very poor thing. go australia for army training then his twitter account all those kena hack. wonder when he come back he will angry or not. at least i know its not my fault la.. heehee.

come oct i have to resume some classes if not no income very jia lat although i dun really go out these few days. but i still m spending money. especially not my money. i need to start contribution if nt super unfair i would say. as i’ve always said. i’m super blessed for the life i’m living now.

another thing interesting is that i’ve started on facebooking for motherhood forum. so interesting and uplifting to see those mother post about their life and baby stuff. complaining and praising here and there. organizing spree and outings and also encouraging each other. though hubby commented that we are stupiak to think in some ways like we think too much and we complain too much. but men just dont get it la.

hoping to get something to eat later. maybe ask hubby to tar bao shaker fries for me again. and its kind of sad i have to control my intake of drinks as in like cannot anyhow drink like last time. bubble tea, green tea, soy bean, ice lemon tea, coffee. and all kinds of cold drink la. now have to try and drink plain water and also hot drinks.. oh ya. i’m breastfeeding now. super amazing how a body can produce milk like wat the mother hood forum ppl mention. we are like cows milking away. but the bad thing we have to milk every 3 hours. wonder the real cows got milk so much a day or not. hope to be able to breastfeed as long as i can. but definitely not more than 1 year i guess.

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Coming Soon..

next week going for another baby check up. then one more check up the following week. and baby is coming soon. kind of scared and excited. worried about alot of things but i think when the time comes everything will be alright. i hope so.

actually i also dunno what to expect leh. so many things to learn, like breast feeding is one thing on my mind always. the others will be like bathing la, taking care of her la, and i think the most important is after the confinement period. wonder how my mum survive last time. with 4 kids leh. super li hai la.

life so far i guess is still quite alright. i think compared to a few other mothers out there, i’m still handling the pregnancy quite well and hubby been very encouraging. cos he always kiss the baby one. very cute n nice feeling to see him doing that.and also thanks to him, i got my maternity shot, though dun have alot of shots but managed to get a few very nice one. and some is sensored one. heehee. the next photo shoot i’m looking forward to is for baby girl one. always see very nice new born photography. but still researching whether safe or not to position them in the cute cute nice pose. hopefully it doesn’t harm the baby.

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less than 2 months away

very fast. its june le. my birthday will be here and then one more month is the anniversary and then the august is the most anticipated month ever. alot of things like not prepared. those mentally seems like i have bought alot of things. actually is alot of things given by my friends and all. didn’t really buy alot. think maybe last min got wat need just go supermarket and buy ba. need to buy some pampers and stock up. especially for the night i think. and the thing we heard about the baby will poo about 6 to 8 times per day is so scary la. its going to be a smelly smelly day.check list i think i got mostly clothes and some bottles. not sure whether can survive or not but i think should be quite alright. just need to get accessories probably like more pampers, cleaning stuff. haven buy the baby bottom balm cream also. and those wash hair or wat one.. i think that one probably buy during july. just write a full list and go giant or ntuc and buy. understand there’s alot of sale around and we should go in order to save money but hor. i’m kind of lazy to go these kind of fair and then still need to like go forum and buy stuff. i did buy a few here and there but think lazy to go through. so the best i guess is just go supermarket and buy everything. not that i’m rich or wat. maybe still can afford first i guess.

hubby’s shop has already opened for a month. business quite ok. but first month so very hard to say. think still must do few more months then see how. its kind of fun at times to help him look after the shop. like as if very slack like that. then listen to phone and check email. but hor sometimes the dog barking abit too noisy for me. hehee.. but ok la still can endure. hopefully baby come out will be immune to dogs like no need to worry she will kena asthma or wat.

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Election fever

yup. elections results are out le. i’m now considering living in marine parade so its under PAP still and that TPL is inside. i’m also not sure whether its a  good thing or not. would she grow up when she’s in the parliament. maybe watch the parliament session would have some results ba.

other than that the WP won the aljunied and hougang. good for them i think. hopefully they will do something substantial and be able to create better environment for the residents.

though in actual fact all these doesn’t really concern me that much or should i say i have no say in this thing becos i dun need to vote and ppl call me foreign talent. sucks la. i was born here raised here, studied here, work here and all but not a citizen yet. ya la.. scold me if you want blame me for not applying earlier i think even if i apply before i was married to hubby, government also wont give me citizenship cos i tried but no use. so now i shall hope through hubby i can get. i also have no plans to go back to malaysia la. visit relatives maybe. but not to stay there for sure.

other than the election. hubby’s business just opened. have to see how it goes for the rest of the year. hopefully it will pick up. sometimes i will come by and see the shop. quite fun. but i think in the long run i sure lazy one.

for myself just met an irritating parent. nowadays i really dun like the way these parents communicate and teach children. first say this then another thing say that. if u dun trust the person u hire, then dun hire in the first place la. sianz. but also good la. i gave up and dun interact with these kind of ppl. u not happy, u change lor. what to do.

still left with around 11 weeks like that baby will be out. wonder how i will handle and maybe in the end i might become an irritating parent. hopefully i dun follow the footsteps of these parents if not i sure also kena said by ppl one la.. most of the things are bought i think. i found the sterilizer my SIL left in the house, and clothes mostly i have. and then left only diapers haven buy. and the cot haven get from hubby’s colleague. other than that i think its more of the mental preparation liao lor.

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Baby, baby, baby oh ~~

It’s getting nearer and nearer le. August reaching soon. Excited n also scared. Heard alot things about giving birth process. A bit scary leh. Next week starting my classes with hubby. Hopefully it will be helpful.

Nw hubby also busy preparing for his shop. It’s kind of his dream to start a business, so now it’s realizing one of his dream. His another dream will have to wait le ba. And I’m also looking forward to my photoshoot. Hopefully can take the nice nice one with our baby. And it’s a girl~~ so planning to get a baby shoes, cute cute as prop. N also thinking what outfit to wear. Must wear nice nice.

Also have to plan about the baby full month thingy. To buy alot of things but cannot over pamper also. so still have to work hard these few months n think cannot break too long also.

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not so busy days

its been quite relaxing these few days cos i’ve pushed away quite a few students. yippie~~ but have to control my shopping cos cannot anyhow spend money now. hehee. have to prepare for our baby princess.

i’ve started my baby scrapbook. managed to do a few stuff but haven really finished up everything and its still kind of in the process of doing without photos. its quite difficult to imagine about the layout without the photos and i’ve been searching online for alot of references. all of them look so nice la. i think my creative juice quite limited.heehee..

next week going for my baby scan. heehee. can see how’s my baby doing again le. hope she’s doing well, she’s been kicking alot inside and alot of things to worry so that she can come out healthy like i’m not supposed to drink so many cold drinks and drink so many sweet stuff. but these few days weather is really quite bad. and hubby also realised that i’ve drank too much so he told me this week onwards need to stop drinking all those stuff. so most likely i’ll drink it once a week, hopefully i can do that. i heard its quite easy to get high blood pressure and gestational diabeties during pregnancy. and i’ve gained like 7kg. wonder next time can slim down back to my figure not. but can’t worry too much about that now cos main thing is baby must be healthy.


i’m quite scared about the delivery process, obviously something super new to me. dunno what to expect from it. alot of ppl tell me not to inject any thing and endure throughout, but with my low level of pain threshold i think i might give up la. and i’m sure if i were to come out and say i did inject the epidural, sure kena say by alot of ppl and with my low level of cry control, i sure will cry one la.

this is going to be a new journey for me and hubby cos comes to think of it, we’re still considered kind of young among our majority group of friends, most of them are not yet married, some of them are newly married, and some of them going to get married. while we are already married, going to have kid, waiting for house, going to do new business. so many things at the same time. that’s y i said before 2011 is going to be a new start for us.


by far i think hubby has learnt the most things during this year, learning new hobby, learning new business, learning how to be a father, and learning to be a good husband too. for me i think is learning how to be a mother only, cos i’m not really teaching much nowadays. talking about that. good thing is that the grade 8 student i took from grade 4 until now, she managed to pass her grade 8 exams. though its only a pass, i’m still glad, still striving to bring my students to distinction just like my teacher, but i think its kind of hard, july to sept have alot of students taking exams. hopefully they are able to get good marks as i have to push them to relief teachers, but at least these two relief teachers i’m not worried as i know they sure can do it one.


so today is tuesday, supposingly my off day. but i couldn’t wake up on time last sat so shifted one class over, still thinking whether to go NEX to walk walk shop shop and probably buy some stuff then go for class straight or stay home. most likely i’ll be going out ba. need to find something to munch also. heehee. i saw some rubber stamps very nice. maybe later buy one come back and try. but must remember to look for my ink first. see what colour i have for the stamp first. i’ve completed about 23 days for my scrapbook. left only about 7 days as my idea is to document all 30 days (first month) of my baby growing together with me and hubby. hopefully we can get pictures everyday. then after that i was thinking doing the 12 months thingy inside the same book. no need to waste ma. still left alot of pages. so later go popular see see got wat i can buy. heehee.

off to shopping~~~

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headache and headache

recently getting alot of headache. apparently its quite common for some ppl. hopefully it will be gone soon. have been canceling my class quite often

and wanted to do a double date for valentine’s day but apparently my monday was not free.. should i try to change away my class? but i dun have other time to replace the students leh. aiye. kind of disappointing for the other 3 ppl. hopefully they wont be too sad. maybe i should try to start thinking and see how ba. think think think

so august is still a few months away. it doesn’t seems very near. hopefully it doesn’t comes too quickly without me preparing for everything. i still need to find CL and make sure all the stuff needed are to be bought.

but like what my friend says no work = no money. sianz.. yup i agree i’m abit materalistic but no choice. i guess that’s how i am and what i am. but luckily to say i dun go for super material stuff like branded. and i think if i do, i will end up bankrupt long long time ago.

hubby is very good to me. very lucky to have him. he’s practising drums now as i blog. can hear him improving on his rhythm. good for him. recently went jamming with him and friends and i tried playing the piano part. quite fun but i think still lousy la. yes i agree with him that practice makes perfect that’s what i told my students also. but i’m a super lazy person la.

hubby got ask me to take my degree in piano. but some how i still think it doesn’t really help to improve. though actually i think it helps to an extend. but i lazy to go through the exam process again. its SCARY~~ especially the ang mo part. maybe i should start with that instead of practising. if i can get by the program notes maybe it will be easier.

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out with hubby

today whole day out with hubby. and his turn to go out for supper with friends. heehee. balance of life that is.

went to checkup today and did the test for like 4 hours. baby was quite difficult to get into the correct position for the nurse to scan but in the end did get the scan. heard the heartbeat beating strong n saw the kicking n turning and all. its amazing how someone can live inside me la. after that we went to eat. think hubby also quite poor thing have to eat so much together with me also. heehee at least he does exercise which i’m supposed to exercise still. then went to cut hair with him. i did went shopping for a while but didn’t managed to buy anything.. sad sad..

new year coming but still haven get to buy enough new things. but also cannot anyhow spend money la. now is kind of the stress period cos the students are having exams. and got a high grade one. quite worried about it. hopefully she will pass her exams. pieces sounds fine, but the aural and sight reading is really quite bad. really not sure how to improve their sight reading. i still believe that its best to practice everyday without fail for sight reading in order to get used to the notes position. and the rhythmic pattern also. just hope everything will go as plan.comes to think of it. i think i’m kind of getting weaker and lazier la. always trying to push classes away and not be able to teach in full standard. hopefully it will be better in weeks to come.

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New Year = new beginning

haha.. finally updating my blog again. going to change layout soon.

2010 has past. alot of things has happened. i got married in march. went for honeymoon in april. after that not much big events. only one big step ahead is i took part in 10km standard chartered marathon during dec. between april to dec is like i also cannot remember what happen la.. hehee. usual like only..

now is 2011. new beginning for me will start in august. hopefully it will be a pleasant one and will be happy after that. alot of things need to prepare and most important i think is the $$$ issue.

nowadays seems the usual stuff. have to teach and take care of myself. trying to balance everything.

one extra thing for hubby is he pick up a musical instrument. he seems to have it all. into sports, games, computer, tv and everything but only left musical instrument. recently he met some new friends who was actually former members of a band. and they are left without a drummer. so hubby went to pick up n took course on it. he seems very enthu about it. hopefully its not those 3 mins hobby again. as he always have alot of 3 mins hobby. this time round he also bought a new drum set. quite fun to go jamming. but sometimes a bit too loud la. but ok la. fun also.

new year coming le. so fast. and this year have to bao red packets to relatives. seems fun but have to spend some $$$. but also no choice one.. since i’ve already took so many years le.

happy new year o~~

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